To the past me, thank you for not giving up…

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Kepada diriku di masa lalu, terima kasih karena tak pernah menyerah.

Ketika aku melihat ke belakang hari ini, segala yang nampak hanyalah jalanan berliku yang terjal dan berlubang-lubang. Sesekali kau akan terperosok, tetapi sesekali itu juga kau akan bangkit lagi dengan penuh semangat. Merangkak dan berjuang. Tertatih dan lelah. Ketidakpastian selalu menghadang, rencana terkadang porak poranda, tetapi yang kau lihat di hadapan matamu hanyalah kepastian dan keyakinan. Keyakinan bahwa ada kalanya gelap berubah menjadi terang. Bahwa dalam kegelapan terpekat sekalipun, Tuhan akan menunjukkan arah berupa konstelasi bintang-bintang. Kau hanya perlu bertahan dan terus berjalan. Langkah-langkah kecil itulah yang kini mengantarkanmu kepada tempat yang kau inginkan.

Kepada diriku di masa lalu, terima kasih karena tak pernah menyerah.

Life is Pretty Colorful Here

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This city is lovely. It’s full of classic buildings that give Victorian era vibes, people of all races, sound of various languages, and of course, sophisticated public facilities. The cold wind blows strongly every day which makes me lazy to go out of my big-but-shabby flat. This is bad! There are a lot to explore , yet I keep cuddling under the duvet while enjoying some chocolates. Moreover, my lovely slender(?) legs hurt so much for climbing hills almost every morning. lol

Anywaaaayy, I went to Princes Street a few days ago and realized that it is really a sinful place for people on budget like me. From not-so-branded to luxurious items, from high street to high end, from Primark to Topshop, I found everything there. And damn, the price sounds pretty reasonable here >< I had to hold back the urge to grab everything and put them in my basket. Whenever luxurious things sparkled in front of my eyes while waving its discount tag, I had to tell myself “You don’t need it, girl! You already have one at home. Look! The price is not as cheap as it seems once you convert it to Rupiah. better save up your money!”. Oh, I wanna cry TT_TT Continue reading

This cute gg caught my attention..

Oh My Girl recently released a song entitled Aing n it’s heavenly pretty and fresh💝💝💝💝 As expected, they always have the best concept, MV, n song. It’s a shame that they haven’t won on any music programㅠㅠ
Anyway, I want to hug Oh My Girl’s members because they are too cute><
Aing~

Novel please!

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Akhir-akhir ini saya ga bisa nemu novel yang menarik buat dibaca huhu. Ada yang punya rekomendasi novel bagus dan asyik dibaca? Preferably novel yg alurnya ga klise dan mengandung karakter2 kompleks. It can be romance, thriller, fantasy, or anything as long as the story makes sense. Novel bagus yang  terakhir saya baca itu novelnya Haruki Murakami Norwegian Wood (it’s the best novel so far). Pengen beli novel2 dia yang lain terutama After Dark n Hard-boiled Wonderland but his books are freaking expensive I wanna cry (ಥ_ಥ)

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Dear Me, …

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Dear Me,

How are you today? Are you good?

I know life is getting tougher and tougher as you get older, but you have to be strong. You are not a weak person and even in the past, you have always been this stubborn with what you want. Yeah, do you still remember how you frequently got into a quarrel with your Mom just because she didn’t support your wish to study at your dream university? Yeah, it was a tough moment of teenage life, right? And with all those difficulties, you still managed to achieve your dream and accomplished it successfully. Do you know why?

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My New Biases

It’s so random, but I want to post this… I’m currently into many new girlgroup and has been fascinated to see cute and lovely styles of them lol. So here they are… I know no one cares about this, but I just wanna post post and post… 55555

 

Guess who they are😄

It’s difficult…

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I know everyone has its own share of hard times and good times, happiness and difficulties, yet it is so difficult for me to balance between ambition and gratitude. What do I want to reach with all these sufferings? Do I deserve it? Should I just stop and accept everything as it is? When should I stop to thrive, and when should I strive for my aspirations?

 

Why do other people have it easy when I don’t?

Or is it just me who overlooked their complicated journey?

 

O God, I know there are so many lessons that I need to learn in life, so please keep me alive and kicking T^T

Btw, it’s rainy season and the mood to write is always there, but my mind is flying to another place -_-

 

SASUKE, NEJI, MY ANIME CRUSHES, AND MY CHILDHOOD :'(

Gara-gara nonton Naruto SD, akhir-akhir ini saya jadi tenggelam di pusaran ingatan masa kecil. Dulu–dulu sekali, waktu umur saya masih 9 tahun alias masih SD kelas 4, saya ga sengaja lihat NARUTO di Trans TV. Iya, dulu sebelum booming di TPI, Naruto itu tayang duluan di Trans TV, tapi belum ngehype di Indonesia. Pertama liat pun biasa aja (cuma beberapa detik, dan yg saya lihat waktu itu musuhnya Naruto yg cermin2 itu -_- ). Bahkan waktu pertama liat Sasuke, yang ada di pikiran saya adalah ‘Apa iniiiii ikut-ikut si Wings aja!!”.

Ya, Wings! Mungkin banyak yang nggak tahu, tapi dulu ada anime ttg tim sepatu roda judulnya Wings of the Dragon dan disitu saya ngefans sama karakter bernama Wings. Model rambut dan raut wajahnya mirip Sasuke. Haha. Beberapa bulan lalu, saya baru tahu kalau anime WotD ini asalnya dari Korea (pantesan lagu OP-nya kerasa beda)

Nah, alkisah, beberapa hari setelah mengabaikan NARUTO itu (backgroundnya lagi liburan sekolah ya ini), saya nggak sengaja lihat NARUTO lagi dan….BAAAAMMM!!! Muncullah cowok berambut hitam dengan baju biru tua + celana putih yang tampan sekaliiiii!!! Saya langsung jatuh cinta setengah mati dan menyesal telah suudzon sama film ini beberapa hari sebelumnya!! Bener-bener suka sampai mendengar OP & ED songnya saja saya langsung eargasm. Setiap lihat Sasuke, jantung jadi berdebar nggak karuan plus blushing parah. Well, setelah masuk sekolah pun, saya jadi nggak konsen belajar. Tiap di kelas, saya merasa sedih setengah mati karena tidak bisa nonton NARUTO. Saya hanya bisa nonton kalau sedang liburan, dan well, it was like once every six months TT___TT

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